THOUGHTS.

i don't like listening to music when i'm trying to pass the time fast because it makes me hyperaware of how slow it's going, so i listen to audiobooks or youtube videos instead

people who turn their joins off and go on offline mode annoy me so bad,,, literally why are you doing that though

i am not above lying to get out of getting beat up thanks

sometimes when i'm lonely i pull up flamingo videos where he is with his friend group and i listen to it in the background and pretend i'm in the call too

i genuinely can't think anything

every time i try to think too hard about literally anything it's like a hit a brick wall and suddenly oh! i can't think actually! it's like my brain just stops working bruh

i lowkey hate liking stuff and having hobbies im ngl!!!

hey guys here's this thing i did!!

"wow that's so cool! i like that too! can u teach me?"

ok!!! 😄😄😄 so actually that was my thing haha but no!! nvm!!! u can have it

i miss my laptoppppp 😭 i cant code in these conditions

fucking hate it when i'm trying to be a bummer and hate a little and my friends suddenly decide to be saints. lock the fuck in.

i find the more that i notice, the more i grow resentful of noticing. i am hyper-aware of whenever my friends are upset with me or acting off.

it annoys me. it makes me bitter. it is so easy to be observant, to notice others' behavior, so why does nobody care when it's me?